doubt hope, joy, happiness, shock, and confidence Sunday was not much - right chillig. Cat ham very annoyed. Came as an ... and want to be durchgestreichelt. Nothing else
Tuesday morning, I looked out + see a neighbor, of our swing + breaks down the chute. Mennoo! This can make the net just yet!
evening BBQ with family.
Wednesday - noon only the Shelby fetched, then it has played only with his girlfriend because she had no homework. Conner was on Wednesday unbearable. He could not concentrate. When I got home he sat in bed crying and totally desperate. He could solve in just 1 hour a job because he could not concentrate. He then called his Mum. I got it then it went to the pharmacy, where he then has his homework done. On that day I also get ne photo CD of Cultural Care. With a collection of photographs of the first U.S. week (training school) with the whole group pictures usw.Ab Thursday Jeany is on vacation, so we discussed the plan for the days of her absence. 've Then got an early my wages. Friday (kids were already at her dad), I'm fat breakfast at home. Morning at 9 n Thats has some remnants of the previous day's BBQ. Toast, ketchup, steak marinade un orange juice mixed with cola. Wow! It was really tasty. Ok, is almost like Spezi but ... different.
watched the way laundry + TV (what else) Conner was at half 4 of the school, homework had been. Then I sold him by his father, and again was "off duty"
evening I'm pretty gchillt in the living room because I was too tired from eating. N laptop on her lap and "The Hangover watched. Also s 2nd time I am still be *****. Real n great movie!
first night alone in the house. So, lock all doors and festive lights on!
I put myself into bed trying to sleep. I can not, do not come to rest. I'm beginning to hear a funny noise. People call my name + I see strange lights! Ne, the current ma seriously. It was really funny. Whether it was the cat I just wanted to frighten +? Very very funny noises were this Well, at some point I fell asleep again. Did so, the next morning went to 6 of the alarm clock, because I had to pick up the clock Conner at 6:30 with his father get to the bus stop + had. N then got some food purchased and taken my money to the bank. Rain. The whole day already. The cats have frozen. I take it and put it next to de toaster. Press the handle down and see how to relax. I clean the food in the cupboards. I'm thirsty, go into the basement but ... .. whaaat? where n is the water? I had no water on my shopping list? So once ma about 100 liters for $ 4 bought.
noon I make me n some pasta in the pan. I'm not all done purely because I was then but not so hungry. THAT was my good fortune. For the first noodles were burned terribly. Did they forget because I've already started to eat my Ben & Jerry's ice cream, in addition to the meatballs. Lalala. (Wanted only try if the are still good)
The 2nd Potion pasta was better then. Crispy ^ ^ A quick to make with cheese, meatballs hot and season to taste the whole thing with ketchup.
RING RING RING. What happened? Phone? Hello? Yes? Hm, really? Okay. I get Shelby today at 3 from school. I am on the mountain. Highway. Wroommmm, Donnert n huge truck passed me. I drove the equivalent of about 100 km / h. Net I want to know what was on it 130? Was determined tuned or something. overtaken by nem truck just because you keep to the speed limit ...
Friday evening, Abril and I at my house tonight NEN DVD made. Previously borrowed a dvd. The movie was funny. War with Bruce. Who wants it, but could not. The film was to him no better. Would end up with rather annoyed the cats, reviled by other au pairs and chips eaten. Sorry. It was so. We have eaten. Finally someone likes the chips as I do.
Saturday I will then show how to cook Mexican. We have prepared burritos. Wow. Delicious. Not so stuffed and makes you full, healthy and relatively quick to prepare. Then we went into the basement. S ma first played air hockey. Won 2 times and then lost. Hmmm. For that I gave them the Bowery on the Wii ma ripped off nice. When I got
Abril sold at home, we continued to Noura. She had ne little farewell party. Overseer: a cozy round with food and wine. But was little comfortable there. She has shown us the best pictures of her year; also a Power Point presentation for her family. Real well done.
Sunday I had n picnic. Wow. Come to think of it. Think my first real picnic. We had sandwiches from Panera Bread, salad and Schmunzelbrause (only slightly) still have to drive. The weather was extraordinary good. Ok one probably something to bombig for Flori, as has already sweated properly on the day ...
Then There Were n-dinner walk and n ice (as a reward)
evening we went to a Mexican restaurant + still have the dog Abril Family run . Stinky dog - ugh. Was it time to bed early. Wanted us Swedish with NEM (Male) Au Pair meeting, but who has his mobile phone and can not be reached ...
Monday, 09/14/2009
began Monday at Gammel. Have only n Conner onto the bus, bissi wash, that's it. Every Monday evening, the au pair meeting for the first time in the company. Clear that all erstma have blasphemed.
Tuesday I was able to net more different un've finally come to me n little mini-straighteners bought because of what I'm making available here is too large and is in great Zwispann (they say so?) To my needs. Have also
n geiles full of hair spray got 2 be found.
are before I fill up my car is better. Tank tank tank. On einma I think the world goes down the same. A riiiiiesen noise! But what is it? A plane? A rocket? Oh, a truck (again) are people's trucks with sport exhaust? If so, then the loudest there has to buy it. That made me so shocked to the core. Something I did indeed mark net!
gabs Chinese lunch (which is set out later as a HUGE mistake)
Pff.
have then "Up" seen casually munched on my laptop +. In the evening I was invited to the kids with their grandparents. Birthday. In the house you can really run! Wednesday I had from 2 pm - 11 pm to work in the morning I have s date at the mall I am waiting
aufeinma my calls (German) Papa my name. I turn here or by. Now I hear voices not only when I want to sleep, but even if I am among people. HILFEE. Then finally came (after 10-minute delay) Abril + Eugenia. Makeover. Were in the Lehigh Valley Mall + so I ma fast then $ 250 behind. Pictures may follow later.
But the two ladies have really good taste NEN. Things I would not even get off the shelf, because they attract I do not like and I HAD to say I had, wow. Is me good like + me!
lunch we went to the 1st hockey game of Shelby. At first I was alone, to have then been added after 1.5 hours Jeany and Conner. The weather was not really great. It was very windy + cold.
I then (after Statement Jeany) +'ve already home then the food prepared. There should be only as frozen food. Ok, I done that. Before my Chinese food from the day before warming up, I ask the children if they want something out of it. Both of them wanted anything, so I do it to me warm and sat down at the table and eat the children. Children were in bed + Jeany comes up to me and tells me she thinks I would not be the right Au Pair for this family. I ask for reasons. You just said you're a nice person. I like you, children like you and do you cope + super with them (the children themselves have told me that) I do my job well. Sure, everything is / was + hard I worked to me. She finds that I hold myself well enough not integrate into the family. I continue to ask. What exactly do they mean? You can call me any specific examples. She says only that it is only trifles. I like: Well, then, tell me what is bothering you + I will do better in future. She had red eyes. I'm sorry, "she said. I'm stunned. Can they not give me a 2nd chance? Why? Why? Speech but sometimes with me if what you depressed (they spoke to me only the bare minimum) a pity! She said that the Chinese food was a mistake, for example. I could not tell me but at the table set with Chinese food when children eat frozen food "must" (which is both very happy ) Do. I should at least them but first ask if they want something. I like this: Since I have done, they both wanted nothing. I shake my head. This is to understand one. I had not written it yet a 2-page letter. She says, NIX. It was all in vain.
came the next day my LCC and has made all the papers ready. My
LCC itself was totally shocked. She could not explain himself. Also you could call my host mom no reasonable examples. They came up with fictitious examples that have never happened (of course they said that there are only fictional examples) but .... But if there is anything that bothers Sun so much that she did not want to have continued in the family must but they can also call a decent example!
end I can not do anything and accept its decision. Even my LCC can (even if they still wanted so much to) do anything.
follow the next day I had so much fun with Conner as never before. How crass. It has been fun even though you know that ... I can continue writing non, too sad, I'm in -. It must run on. I can not find explanations do not understand how it happened, what's the point, does it make sense? So we played football. What was a "fun" The attempt to supplant the situation very difficult for me. I can not do anything. I am sad, exhausted and disappointed.
Have I then again met with Abril. We have discussed everything again, one probably still to find a solution? Very difficult. Ultimately, I
go to bed. Listen Ludovico Einaudi and sink into my thoughts.
So much at once. On the one hand, I had such a great time here so far. Be it in the Family or so ...
people I've hurt it, I just want to say that I'm sorry. You can never plan the future. It is almost always different than you expect. Positive or negative. I did not make that coming! Now I must
by 1 October, a new Family. If not, "may" I wi (e) the return to D-Land.
Friday I got the Shelby brought back early from school + us we had "lunch" at Panera Bread. We had a full of entertainment. Wow. She could not explain himself. But she is already accustomed. They had so many au pairs are still together ...
sports clothes went shopping for Conner, the evening a round of football behind the house with all the neighborhood children.
For dinner I had with Abril in TGI Fridays. Had so 2 mini burgers and fries. Not very satisfactory. To load the Jonas (Swedish au pair) basis. Cup of coffee drank and talked. Back at the car we spoke to a Bizaar shape. A truck driver, where the fuel has run out. All right, who has besieged us right. I gave the $ 5 and was glad that was gone. Had bissi yellow! Ok, I would have been able to act (because Abril was there) as n + man beat him to a pulp, but hmm ... my nail polish was dry net: D had
Saturday I work from 9-1.
did then I met Ben mim (German Au Pair) Do what gefuttert the Red Robin and have played on my part. Wow. It was full of beautiful!
Oh, I think my new I-Pod touch (32 GB) i had to buy myself out of sheer frustration.
kannste Because yes do it all with! Crazy part.
went so over the day. Then have been sitting in Starbucks surfing the Web bissi + have (of course, free) looked at Twitter Checked mails. Krass.
I'm going to the "Sauerkraut Lane" by and get me a laugh out of sheer net. The Americans are crazy when it comes to street names!
evening i was away again with Abril. Were in ner bar have spoken bissl + what drunk. The next morning I woke up in a hotel ... find me a wonderful person. The sun shone into our room and completed the wonderful weekend. The Last Days + last night.
How will miss much I ...
lunch we went to the monthly official Au Pair meeting. Mini Golf at 30 degrees. Super. I - totally out of it, because my rematch-fuss. Well there's free ice cream, drinks and cakes. Then we went to me a little better. Group photo - done. 've Talked to my then nochma LCC. She is up to 30.9. in Germany can not + me like "support" such as when they were here. Hmmpf pity. She said my chances of a new family can be found - medium - clear because of the economy, etc.
, and here in the Lehigh Valley I will probably find a fortiori nothing new, but they said you should never say never. Then wanted to go in NEN Park, but somehow we did not find one nice ham. I look at the speedometer stand and see that I've driven on the weekend over 400 kilometers. Not bad! Wow.
Sorry Dad, I did not report. We pick up after that. I know of To say that everything is just a little more stressful + is no excuse. Mon ned was angry: -*
If the evening went for n few other au pairs to the movies (Love happens) a sad movie!
Abril and I were really angry, and have secretly hidden chips in her bag, but so we could continue our chip-Fess-orgy.
GOOD NEWS.
It's Monday, the 21st September.
My cell phone rings at 6 clock in the morning. Whooot?
dad of the children. Shelby has forgotten her pouch in the house. We are the same and get it. I m fall in bed and closing the door. Put me back to bed, because I think they know where she put her pencil case. Puffff. She stormed into my room: Wooo is my pencil case. She screams + howls at the same time I try to calm her down. Hey presto it was gone. I fall into bed. Can not sleep. Is so already 6 clock. I hear music. I POOOOD:)
message me back with GreatAuPair and join me in search of interesting families. Incidentally, I tel with Abril, for she has found ne good family. I need to hang up, get NEN new call. Cultural Care calls and confirmed that cares for me a family.
direct in Washington DC Name of the Family: Bush ^ ^ cool too.
2 children (both at 5 ½) well again single mom. Pet friendly. Next I'm
not come with the job. I must now again everything carefully. I'm doing. Better. I could be happy now, I do not have to do is something in the stomach. Conner comes in 1.5 hours from the school. I want to be so "ready";)
I keep you updated and try to be there again more than in the past days / weeks for you.
You notice all this until it is over here myself. It is not just everything so easy, does not run smoothly. Etc. The time difference is underestimated so much.
I hope you're not angry at me all!
Take care
Florian
ps. I now present the net as time last upload images.
I invite all to easy to einma high on a swing in my photo page.
http://picasaweb.google.com/florian.burkard
Friday I was off duty at 6pm. Shower and pack up. 
